Jealous Yet ?

2007-11-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

These months, or rather, this year has been overwhelming, but important just the same. Indeed, I've learnt that this is not my place to judge and, I've truly been humbled.

I've moved but I'm not intending to disclose my new blog address here just yet. (Well, I'll give it to you if you ask.) Please understand that there're certain things I'd rather for less to know and for less to pass judgement on.

All and all of my heart to those who said a hello, bothered to smile, stopped to talk, gave a hug. The little things, I hope you know they meant so much to me and were more than enough. To all who still care, I'm doing fine (:

And to the one who has taught me to appreciate and view things in a different light:
Keep that heart together;
We'll be okay

Love hard, everyone.

2007-08-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

( *****

I'm proud to be S'POREAN
Where at least I know I'm free
And I won't forget the men who died
Who gave that right to me

current mood: patriotic
: D

Caught Perfect Stranger and 881 in a day. Post-Review-Week syndrome, mind you. Perfect Stranger's so... INTELLECTUAL! And the twist at the end was nicely done. I'll give it the number of stars there are in our national flag! 881, just because it's another Roystan Tan film.

SUPPORT LOCAL, y'all X

And and, Ruby left for home, like, for good. But hey, the English language dictates "good" for a reason, no? You've been a star and now, have a great life!
goodbye Rubs,
helloooooooooo Lysel

2007-07-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ena returned to Bordeaux! I MISS YOU, Ena banana!
Many class people went to send her off, which was quite heart-warming, really. Thanks guys, haha! Speaking of which, Ena thinks dining at the airport is, in her words, "bizzare". Perfect manifestation of different cultures. Cried at the airport} I'll feel at least a tad sad, for lack of a better word. I mean, its called parting -- c'est normal.

I R FAT.
And when I told Ena & Aimee that Nicole, Desmond, Ivan, Leonard all agree,
"They are not your friends."
hahahahahaha, kudos to her. Oh, and I'll never forgot how she told me, matter-of-factly, that all the french correspondents think I'm BELLE (french for pretty). I almost died, I swair.

Quelqu'un m'a dit
Que tu m'aimais encore,
C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore.
Serais ce possible alors ?

I've decided I won't be going over in november, just figured it was too much for a year. So much has happened, so much I have changed -- TOO MUCH? And I did not even see it coming.
Knowing I won't be seeing her again, or at least anytime in the near future, and how she's so excited to do what I have done for the past 3 weeks, I just couldn't bear to tell her.

*

On a lighter note, NDP preview last week was fun! These kinda events never fail to gimme a nostalgia overload. And I managed to trade strips of the bag for a BLEU BLANC ROUGE! Yay me.

You are so not, lady! haha.

*

I thought this was a great shot by Ena. So... paparazzi-ish.

And and! Review Week's around the corner again! Now that everything's finally over, I have no excuse to NOT do well. So, time to hit the books and
SHUT UP, WEN QIAN.

2007-07-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

Bonjour! Bon soir! Bonne nuit! Mwahahahaha I'm quite sure my French has improved. I am so gonna ace French Os. (x7) 'Cause Mr Goh says repeating 7 times is good. And Ena has a force that's able to drive me home before dark, today I was back at my crib at say, 4.30! That's for the books, definitely.

Shopping with the French, was fun for THEM haha. Especially Anouk baby (she has no money left for food now), whom Ena couldn't stop laughing at. And I still can't believe they could actually sit thru Harry Potter, for it being trashy and in total British English. Holy Calamity.

*

Chez l'ambassador de France was MAJOR CAMWHORING SESSION. Even the camera-shy Ena joined in. Well in fact, I think she was the one always going around with my camera and snapping away. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Yours till the French Toast
<3xoxo

2007-07-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

Credits: hei ren!

OMGOMG!
I'VE FINALLY RECEIVED MY TOTALLY CHIC AND GORGEOUS BAG! whoots.

Got it online from Loop NYC, and they should really have a boutique here in sunny Singapore. That'll save me from drooling over photos of these art pieces (yes they are!) on the Infobahn.

Ah wanted the boombox one, which Paris Hilton so conveniently has, but oh wells i'm contented. And I figured, Audio Couture is WAY MORE RAD (dig this.) than Andy Warhol hahaha.

***

And, don't you just loveeeeeeeeeee my brother.

**

OH Ena's coming tomorrow! I can't wait. And she's so gonna help me in my French :D

Bonne nuit, maintenant.
<333

sorority

2007-06-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

SORORITY

i like flops

its funny to see those

& they're not that funny actually

heh self-amusement

haha but then again yr definition of funny is,
you knw

&&&&&&&&

Daddy told me not to buy anything, so I gave him the money! Haha, it's funny.
Now, laugh.

italy

2007-06-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

ITALYYYYYY
LOVEEEEEE

really enjoyed the company, Italy would have not been this great without y'all! (And yes, I'm so sure about some now - a pity.)

I fell ill, yet again --- half of the bus did. BUT. I'm so thankful for You who took care of me the whole time without much sleep and followed me through my puke. uhm, eek for myself. And to all who prescribed me pills of every sort (every, i swair) or pop by to see if I'm still surviving, I really appreciate it (:

Edit:
EPITOMY OF BEAUTY..........................................................

Heh, I'm sorry..

Thank goodness for rice!

2007-05-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

HEY Y'ALL
I'M BACK

DI's finally all over. And i must say, this trip to Tennessee was indeed a very eventful one. For starters, we missed our connecting flight from Chicago thanks to "very safe" security checks, and almost had to spend the night at the airport. Almost.
And then again on the return trip, due to a baggage.

Alrighty, am looking forward to Italy.
ITALIA, HERE I COME ///

2007-05-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

A hope vicarious,

A captive audience.6 months of slogging - it ends here.

2007-04-11T01:23:00.000+08:00

i wanna be next to you,
to smell you,
with love,
for what is true /

<3

2007-04-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

They call it Review Week, I call it everything-builds-up-the-week-before-and-builds-up-again-the-week-after week. DI, and a million and one things to do (DI takes up a million). Didn't get to enjoy sports day and arts day totally, but I'm not complaining, really.

And just when I thought I lost my first pair of white gold ear studs (imagine the sentimental value), my maid found it in the shower. Thank you, Force.

Oh nevermind. anyways.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------

When nothing seems to go your way, take a leap of faith and pray

And now my money says they won't know about the thousand fahrenheit hot metal lights behind your eyes
}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

invincible.

Much Love,

2007-03-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

Got tickets for today's FOX fashion show, somehow. But didn't exatly go in the end, i mean, its FOX. Caught Cages the movie too just now - i think half of VIP was there. Plus Mrs Jay haha.

Nothing much happened as of late, other than I was down with a high fever and a very sore sore throat. And, never knew this could bring me so much closer to my folks. A blessing in disguise? Yea, maybe so.

2007-03-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

DXO yesterday wasnt that bad after all. Even though Alex didn't win. haha. Met Nadia, Janica, Des C, Mark Oliver there too, so unexpectedly. Nadia was quite good as an emcee i must say. Anyhows, i got 4 silver-ish star balloons ! Well, i had. But some girl came over to ask if she could have one, and being the kind soul that i always am (wouldn't you just agree), i gave her one and satisfied myself with 3.

Went to class bbq after that, was a little late but at least I made it. I bet they like my balloons (:
Pardon me, its not everyday that i get a balloon fetish.

Caught Stomp the Yard just. Pretty good i must say.

&, PHOTOS}}}

In case you were wondering, the balloons are still in my room now.

2007-03-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

ROMP2 at St. James Power House last night was uhm, groundbreaking. NOT. Only redeeming part was the company (:
Met Serena there too, many thanks to her and her friend who got us in thru, uhm, contacts.

Music & Lyrics was nice too, restored my faith in, well, love (?)
i wear such tight pants so that all the blood would rush to my heart
you and me, is like doing a love autopsy
Way Back Into Love <333

Move over, Powerhouse! Next up, DXO on friday.
Go support Alex Brigiylian David in Star Youth Pageant, even if you dont know him! thank me dude. hahahahahahahaha.

2007-03-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

Could've been to Electrico: Live in New Wave
Could've been to Infinity of High
Could've been to Hip Hop Battle
but homework overload

Have to wear flip-flops to college
Fell on my ass, twice
Sprained my knee

OH MAN!

2007-02-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

The glove compartment isn't accurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide.

And this was why ANARCHY was, in itself, the most innocent.

2007-02-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

i went boho this chinese new year. wow wow i had a theme.

to some, chinese new year means jaded-ness. but for me, this year simply feels different, and trust me, i've yet to figure out why. still, those lion and dragon thingys never fail to fascinate me.

damn the bug. i'm down with flu since second day of cny. nevertheless, i ran for cross country ! 735th --- neat eh?

2007-02-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

byebyebeautiful

2007-02-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

My pokemon brings all the dorks to the yard
And they're like, you wanna trade cards ?
Damn right, i wanna trade cards
I'll trade this, but not my charizard.

Charmander, I choose you !

yay me +500 points

2007-01-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

January is almost gone, just like that. And it's great to see how people have changed/grown. But, there are those who're still as angsty and sceptical, or what i would call: wallowing in self-pity. And for the record, emo is so passe. Ditto.

But then i thought, i'm blessed.

On a lighter note, i like Millenia Walk ! Target spotted: Mr Chan aka new principal. Too, we wrote the Coffee Club staff a "THANKS" on the serviette and the next thing we know, they were circulating it around among themselves. It's cute. Hope we made their day ! Feels a tad too great to affect someone's life positively --- maybe i should run for president ! hurhur.

2007-01-20T14:10:00.000+08:00

LEGALLY 16}}}}}
much of my love to all of you

Load up on guns Bring your friends It's fun to lose and to pretend She's over-board and self-assured Oh no I know a dirty word I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end And I forget just why I taste Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile I found it hard, it's hard to find Oh well, whatever, nevermind.

2007-01-01T14:58:00.000+08:00

As the year draws to a close, and looking back at the past year, it has been really trying. Trying, trust me, i'm not out to gain sympathy points.

On a lighter note, there's so much more i should be thankful for.

I entered the year praying for a believer buddy. And there was Neubronner (aka Humps), who could support me spiritually and succumbing to the notorious ways.

I am also blessed with great friends, though not many but at least i know they got my back. Ivan Des and Leo. I shall spare the details.

I've indeed learnt so much more about love, life and myself.

Though i may not be perfect, i'm glad i'm standing on higher grounds today.

2006-12-25T02:37:00.000+08:00

The best way to spread yuletide cheers,
is to sing aloud for all to hear.

MERRY X'MAS !
World Peace.

2006-12-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

You (yes, you) pop in again to see if i had written anything new.

I knew it.

grr pfft rawr
in an attempt to express my frustration i shall type the rest of this post without any punctuation omg omg i need my fix of prada guess juicycouture levis topshop zara fcuk jeanpaulgaultier dkny ralphlauren misssixty annasui abercrombie roxy ripcurl queenscouture calvinklein mphosis mango omg omg

I NEED RETAIL THERAPY

danke very much

2006-12-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

RECIPE
butter
cookie mix
egg
strawberries
whipped cream
lots of love

2006-12-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

These are perdy.

Those were the days, time of our lives.

2006-12-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hit town with DS today, after realising i haven't been to Orchard in eons. And i swair we didn't plan for our shirts to match ! Watched Flags of Our Fathers and bought chocs & stuff for my bro (look at his spare tyres, a lil' more wont kill). This lil' man shares the same birthdate as Britney, y'all !

Had fun today, as usual (: DS ROTFLOL-ed when i threw a cup of slurpee away just because the cup was dirty. We each threw a cup away and prided ourselves as 7-11 most wanted persons. hurhur.

Oh and Christmas lightings are up, and this year they appear extra beautous ! I call it, aestheticism at its finest !

2006-12-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

World AIDS Day

Silence is death.

2006-11-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haji Lane is overated, srsly. Only redeeming part is Pluck. This quirky boutique with an ice cream parlor is definitely the barometer of coolness.

Brazen
Insatiable
Slovenly
Plucky

THIS'S MY SCHIT. oo-er, simply poignant!

2006-11-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

i feel one tree hill-ish.

As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone.

And passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.
---Lucas

well i'm one who believes that everything happens for a reason.
so, come what may.

2006-11-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

6/1 chalet sure improved my Bridge and made me see people in a different light.

Well, highlight of it all, night swimming with DS !

2006-11-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

Learning French suddenly takes on a whole new meaning.

Unbaiser, mais a tout prendre, qu'est-ce?
Un serment fait d'un peu plus pres.
Une premesse plus precise.
Un aveu qui veut se confirmer.
Un point rose qu'on met sur l'i du verbe aimer!

2006-11-18T01:40:00.000+08:00

Like a friday night i'll be gone.
Wouldn't wna wake the eyes, that make me melt inside.

Those with a sweet tooth, do check out The Cathay.
Ben&Jerry's never tasted this good:

: D

uncle willie

2006-11-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

Uncle Willie came to visit ystd, heard he carried me to a pharmacist in the middle of the night when i had a tummyache back in Arizona. some words of wisdom frm this BIG dude:

Geez, she's so tall, where'd she get those legs! eh-hm.

I didn't hit the malls 'cos they're too high.

So y'hang out at starbucks, have coffee & check out the boys?
I don't take coffee.
She takes Jack Daniels.
Ho ho ho.

oh & i learnt they call the train "the tube" back in the States o.O

halloween

2006-11-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

Halloween's just another reason to camwhore.

joie de vivre

2006-10-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

?!"@&*%)(+=$# (looks like im doing math. which reminds me, i did better than expected for math, to my surprise/horror.)
ANYHOWS, SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED & TIME I BLOGGED
while my maid paints my nails BOLD BLACK, ditched hooker-red.

Mooncake/Lantern Festival (?)
meet up with my motley crew, who then came to a conclusion tht i was Chang Er.
"Seriously, the haze is caused by pple who are carrying lanterns" - Baby

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Ms Fong's Farewell
all you HOMOsapiens, there's more to Bio than just sexual connotations all over (well, almost explicit). thank you would be an understatement.

liberation

2006-10-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

LIBERATION !!!!!
days of being a bookslut: finally over & out. even though this's like 2 days late, but still calls for celebration. Party like its 1929, anyone ?

& Fergie's the best reason there is

nic day

2006-09-05T13:39:00.000+08:00

Get your shine on, Humps !

Neubronner baby, y'better love the pearl white Guess? wallet & the German gingerbread !
:) :D :X =B :# ;D

"Everyone wants to be us"

teachers day

2006-09-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

I LOEWE ZYINC
I LOEWE EUNICE
I LOEWE TIFFNY

%
WE'RE THE BOMB DIGGITY

is bliss.
ditto.

If your Vodka and cranberry is really really dark like blood, that's because you did'nt order Vodka buddy, that's why it's three dollars a glass
Put your hands down
You're not pimpin'

topshop

2006-08-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

G O R G E O U S N E S S
to die for
---------------------------------

she

2006-08-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

(I HOPE YOURE READING THIS)
}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
It seems to me so strange
Check wallet for her name
Her face is in the muck
I think her zipper's stuck
She is perfect for me
To practice surgery
One look coagulates
Its time to operate

Shut your trap. Or rather, speak for yourself.
Oh Lord, SAVE HER.

punks

2006-08-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

This is our world. It is ours & it has been stolen from us. We set out to demand it back. Only this time round, they didnt call us HIPPIES, they called us PUNKS.

copies

2006-07-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

i may be schizophrenic, but at least i have each other

AND HIM

japan trip shots

2006-06-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

i wna relive those days:

Thank God for bringing me home safe.

Thank y'all for keeping me sane,
Nicole Ivan ZhaiJuan Alvin FangLin Cephas Lisabelle Jourdan XinYue JonathanNg HaoRan DeeJee Cynthia Leonard Desmond MrYeo Bus2

wj post

2006-06-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

Monday, May 29, 2006

come to think of it, it's really unfair how she's currently in Japan for seven days with her 119 friends, the new digital camera, iPod video and at least S$1000 cash, and yet i'm here with pretty much nothing fantastic, other than my guitar, but with truckloads of things to complete

japan trip & shopping

2006-06-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

whoo hoo

TOKYO WAS HOT.
will upload some of the photos soon. gosh, the food was insane (with a negative conotation). was also major deprived of shopping, especially when there was only 2 pathetic hrs of shopping at Shibuya. so, i hit the town today for some retail therapy (like, literally), esp with the GSS going on. but then again, GSS is good only for buying stuffs other than clothes, except if one's a PLUS SIZE. grr.

"Wen Qian, i think you have a good dress sense."
"really ? thanks haha. all the time ?"
"uhm."

jean yip

2006-04-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

POSTCARDS FROM THE EDGE

pffffffffft. how intelligent of me to hv gotten a haircut frm iCON just 4 days before, when i could hv cut f.o.c. today !

hairdressers inspire me. i'm so diggin' those with a facismashing hairstyle & peircings & don jeans that are about to fall off the hips anytime. up tht emo factor ! Jean Yip Academy makes me rethink about being a plastic surgeon. : D
well besides all these, i took home smth today:

to be DRIVEN BY PASSION

"Sometimes, it's on the brink of non-conformity that you find moments --- brash and beautiful."

Here's lookin' at you, kid.

zx convo

2006-04-16T11:57:00.000+08:00

BULLET IN A BIBLE

A convo i had with Zhixin on msn,

Sui generis. says: i'd like to stay on & listen abt yr hip life : (

& how i wish you were a part of it too.

Sui generis. says: but my principals are i wont
Sui generis. says: i won't be more than 10mins late for my cls.
Sui generis. says: so gdbye bestie.
Sui generis. says: i'd blog abt this convo some day
JUDAS KISS/ says: hahaha yay !!

look, i did too.

Sui generis. says: i gotta go kick some grass now
Sui generis. says: its really my pastime now.
Sui generis. says: its cool & in & rad
Sui generis. says: so gdbye
Sui generis. says:*goes to kick some grass*

youre seriously disturbed, get some help.
but then again, its just PIERCING.

sports day

2006-04-14T00:25:00.000+08:00

SPORTS DAY

WE ARE PHOENIX'S CHEERLEADERS !
roll call.

topshop

2006-03-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

TAG HAG

i cut french class for Topshop Unique's show today. the after-party was so packed tht it was as if half of S'pore's population was there. we queued for almost 45mins just to pay & spent a total of 2hrs in there. whooo far out, some retail therapy it was !

specs

2006-03-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

HOLY MASCARA EXTRA VOLUME.

my glasses broke, so did my spare pair. my contacts were sucking my eyes out. & today, one of my contacts fell out, leaving me struggling thru chinese lesson literally half-blind. great, just great.

straits times

2006-03-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

IN THE PAPERS

straits times 26th March

this was probably the least they could do to make up for the unflattering shot above

BBQ

2006-03-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

MEMOIRS OF SATURDAY'S BBQ

look wht i did to guorui : D

loves, my hommies !

another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
so make the best of this test & dont ask why
its not a question but a lesson learnt in time

so take the photographs & stillframes in yr mind
hang it on a shelf in good health & good time
tatoos of memories & dead skin on trial
for wht its worth, it was worth all the while

its something unpredictable but in the end its right
i hope you had the time of your lives
(i know i did.)

ZOUK

2006-03-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

BLOW THIS HOLE

Romp @ Zouk --> Dorm @ 2am
DANKEVERYMUCHSIRS

& a few of 'em got sloshed
wonder wht ever happened to "Class" ?

fadated; classroom spring-cleaning was a drag, probably due to 3hrs of sleep. oh wells.

farewell

2006-03-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

farewell to mz & folks. we wish you well in canada. now its back to the books --- homework OVERLOAD !

2006-02-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

major-score gorgeous ! Chuan with his wicked, old-school rock.

i was so tempted to write a big fat "WEN QIAN" on it. but Chuan told me to exercise some self-control. oh wells.

man & superman

2006-02-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

FAN-BLOODAY-TASTIC

well i was sent outta Man&Superman today. aight, WE. it took me superhuman willpower to overcome the trauma. imma go repent.
No biggity, yea right.

unique

2006-02-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

Oo-er !

i can conclude tht i hv a unique sense of humour.
UNIQUE
ditto.

WH

2006-02-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

PFFFFFFT

oh no, wen qian, tht young man is not yr homes.
dig this : HE IS.

2006-01-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

UNTITLED

i am unwritten, can't read my mind, i'm undefined

i'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

today is where my story begins

& the rest is still unwritten